my sweet baby, you have so much greatness to bring into this world. i have only known you since last summer, but being with you is like watching an eternal flower that never wilts. you only seem to bloom. i want to be in the sunlight of your love and nourish you so that you continue to bloom my love. never give up on art, i believe in you and you are sososo capable of doing so much.
and the big things too. you claim to be so terrible with words, yet when you speak about what you truly love, i never want to stop listening. tell me about everything you love. let me soak it in like perfume and wear the scent of your passion forever.
before you, my view on love was cold. love cannot blossom in winter. like a flower, it will stay a distant unsprouted seed until it is safe to reach out into the daylight. you were my winters salvation, kai. thank you from saving me from this cold, and thank you for loving me so i wasnt afraid to love again.
i always viewed brown as mundane, like soil or dirt. but earth is where beauty flourishes. without it the ethereal would be rendered still and dead. not to be cliche, but id stare forever into those earthy eyes, trying to sprout samplings of my own in your mind. stay with me forever kitty.
the world is so full of ugly. you are seperate from all that respulsiveness. they say the pollen is sweeter than the flower it is birthed in, yet you are both the sweetest honey and the aromantic perfume. you are the person i want to marry.
calling you at first was scary. scary because i didnt want to mess up, i wanted you to see me as perfect. do you love me for all my flaws, kaitlyn? can you tell me in that honey like voice how everything will be okay once more? your words never came out wrong, my sweet angelic baby. you are articulate and i want to hear every thought of yours.
i love how you remind me of certain specific things. i love to linger a little longer at the store, standing over the fruit isle. i take my time looking for the least brusied peach to polish with my sweater, and take home to my wife. when you are here, will you finally be able to take it from me lovely?
when you are gone, i like to look at certain characters we attribute to ourselves. in a strange sense, i feel your warmth with me.
my sweet kaitlyn, becoming your girlfriend was the best choice i have ever made. i would sacrifice anything for you. i would do anything for you my sweet peach. look to the moon tonight and tell me how beautiful it looks from outside your window, if you can see it. the same moon im looking at now, with glazed sad eyes. let me find you by my side, gazing at the sky from the same place and time. i love you so much - mev